promos have already started. and i cant finish studying. u see, i should be studying. yet i spent the whole of this sunday glueing my eyes to the tv damn. i just want this week to pass quickly so that playing time can commence. NJ's driving us nuts.

oh thanks laimeng for this gift! haha

oh and thanks weeyang for that apple crumble. haha.

i'm 17. finally as old as my friends =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

thanks to : elaine, weeyang, eddee, da jie, eugene, shu jun, jiahui, simin, minghan, eugenia, yuazhen, stevie, jasmine, mervyn, pengyi, mel, lai meng, sihui, lihui(sry!), shangfei etc etc etc for your birthday greetings

THANKS WEEYANG EDDEE JIAHUI for the pair of NUM havaianas!

i got smeared by the cake, as expected. fortunately i didnt smell like fermented cream for the rest of the night.

爱真的需要勇气

来面对流言蜚语

这一切
来得突然
仿佛是一场梦。
梦醒了
心有余悸
反复思考
事实为何如此残酷？
难以置信
时间会证明一切

its my lunar birthday today wahaha. and wth, the sept holidays have ended? i felt as if it barely started!

Random 1:
i loathe talking to anal people. they think so straight ; there never seems to be a turn in their train of thoughts. they never fail to piss the fuck out of me. i wonder how the hell u managed to get in to (something which i shant disclose), and i really wonder what kind of a life u have. i worry for your future, like really. so what if u have high IQ, u bare no sense of emotional intelligence. argh wth. but there again, its inevitable to meet these sort of people, just look at the college i'm in.

Random 2:
i thought of having a wishlist on the left column of my blog, but it may end up as an uber long list

i want
- a jacket, not a windbreaker
- PSP
- non-white based slippers
- leather wallet
- adidas shoes
- espirit
- kbox
- 3-in-1 scanner printer
- 任意门
- 特务J
- 哲学家

to finish
- 1公升眼泪
- 黑糖玛奇朵
- 18禁不禁
- 终极一家
- 恶吻2
- 换换爱
- 天外飞仙
- heros
- charmed season 8
by the end of this year

- not be the last in class for physics
- get the fuck out myself of this college
- pw to end, like now!

i'm waiting for
- 1st nov
- 12 dec
- #()%$^&@#&

Random 3:
i realised i havent been passing my GP essays. u know, i've got such a tok-kong angmoh GP teacher, its almost impossible to pass under him, plus, the english standard of my class is so fucking great. whenever i see all the red markings on my essays, i realised what my yoong had done to our english back then.

Until i saw this on one of my tests...

what a weird comment to give, stevie says he's trying to connect with us by using our (teenagers/singaporeans) english. LMAO. thou shall not give up hope on GP. hmm.

Random 4:

anyway, the other time both of them came over to my house to bake, there was a moment when i thought we were making choclate fonadant. look at that oozing chocolate. wahaha. oh wait, jasmine insists its a cake (:

Random 5:

因为我不想做梦
美丽的梦想
跟我完全不搭档
这是我的生存之道
我最不需要的就是梦想
最美兴趣的是恋爱
我不会让自己有希望落空的机会
因为没有期望
就不会失望

童嘉蒂

i wonder which idiot have read all these bullshit i've been typing. haha. joking lah.

雨静静的下
像两眼清凉的泪水
汇成一片汪洋
潮湿了整个秋天

雨淅淅沥沥的下
像银灰色的蛛丝
织成一个轻柔的网
网住了整个秋的世界

天空阴沉暗淡
像一口生锈的锅
重重的压下来
我不能呼吸

所有的生灵在潇潇的雨声中瑟绪不宁
回忆着辉煌的过去
咀嚼着季节的残酷

无声的泪水和着雨应着风滴落在潮湿的心上
莫名的伤感随着一次次的秋雨来临
难道连仅有的快乐也无法追寻

望着病恹恹的天空
绝望悲悯的爱情
梦中的容颜渐去渐远
一行依稀可见的脚印
刺痛我脆弱的神经
我狂奔在雨中
挥舞着双拳一次次敲打苍穹
无望的泪水将我淹没
雨水轻柔的清洗我的伤口
这一刻
我有一千个哭泣的理由
　　
雨静静的下

潮湿了整个秋天
潮湿的不仅仅是秋天
还有整个秋天的记忆